Who hasn’t lain in a yard with boys
she trusts, wondering How blade-like are the blades? Who hasn’t thought of the owls, the ones her father loved to watch watching the field of rabbits from an A-frame’s peak-- Hasn’t thought of them in years. Blur of stitches: Blur of pitch: Hands: relaxed as rabbit meat, braced to break teeth-- Who hasn’t mistaken collapse for comfort, flinched at the thrown ball arcing across her eye. A limb of white ash slivered slender into a Louisville Slugger: A gift for Who to sleep with. Because in all enclosures it’s possible. See?-- Who is watching them. Shadows full of bones, full of maybes, breed beneath, and the owls don’t betray her to anyone in particular. |
...The gift of every poem happens during the creation portion of it, those moments when I am lost in its words. Maybe the best writing we can do comes from this hope that writing poetry can save us. Maybe it’s allowing things to happen, walking through the garden to watch to lilac bushes grow wild without feeling the need to prune every branch that leans onto the path. We don’t have to control everything. Maybe as we walk we should bend a bit or take a new route. Maybe we should just pause to admire what’s around us.
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The sun poses like a question across the ice-covered lake. Because the wind won’t quit, I don’t want to be held, the panicked water quiet, the quiet like a missing father, when I turn to look & winter is the gasp from a poppy’s mouth, the sky that won’t return to blue. I vowed to inhale this cold anywhere your body sinks below the horizon, below lakewater, below the silent future we are so uncertain of as the sun holds the end of this lonely year, where loneliness was the least of our problems. The question of snow in our mouths, here we’ve been sorry, or lucky, or loved as these last few hours of light, where we’ve looked for ourselves in the longest night, asking the dark to come break our hearts, to come break our hearts back. |
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Throughout this world, where there is so much inevitable pain, laughter is a necessity. At the end of the day, we are all such human, flawed, strange creatures, yet we deserve as much love and laughter as we can find… These are the words of Maria Nazos, the poet, the healer, the explorer whose love of life and passionate way of living are simply awesome.
Genuine people do not shy away from real experiences, never stop their search of ways to quench their thirst for knowledge and give |
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⌘ landslide sometimes a mountaintop misses the sea so much she dives into the blue kiss dark abyss without even holding her breath landslides are this wanting this gravity and reforming and falling in love reshaping the land to join mountaintop with sea oh my darling… landslide into me |
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Fatimah Asghar enters the scene with a solid voice and clear ideas. She is a nationally touring poet, a screenwriter, educator and performer. In 2011, she created a spoken word poetry group in Bosnia and Herzegovina called Refleks while on a Fulbright studying theater in post-genodical countries. She is a member of the Dark Noise Collective and a Kundiman Fellow. Her chapbook Aftercame out on Yes Yes Books in the fall of 2015. She is the writer and co-creator of Brown Girls, an Emmy-Nominated web series that highlights friendships between women of color. In 2017, she was awarded the Ruth Lily and Dorothy Sargent Rosenberg Fellowship from the Poetry Foundation and was featured on the Forbes 30 Under 30 List.
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Your features do not alter
as your allies do, Father. Your artistic master, in happenstance, I glimpsed him minutes ago. His expression wheat-flour: his consort and son, noble, sentient nation-states, scowl as if they might unrest swiftly, more aggrieved than Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego. But your appearance does not decay as your colleagues’ do-- it ripens nimbly, as a matinee idol, while some attic portrait maps discrepancies. If I can wheedle you to reconsider for a nightfall, from your apprentice lessons, as some disenchanted academic studies special collections―but I will not hand you over to an expert; and you won’t chance your second or first wife discovering your obsession. You can continue your wild reconnoitering. I will no longer gauge knowing what it requires to be you. Only I know this: I see you, as I have seen you at least once each calendar day of my allotted time― vulpine as the minute hand of a Babylonian deity, I grasp― gone, as if I remain the imposter of a guest’s hindering stay, the only idol who doesn’t want following. My skull angles near the ground― like an abandoned bas-relief, while you apply your chisel to some other marble, discarding imperfect limbs as you go. Even upside-down, I fail to see how equity positions you in that world, and me in this, or that pennilessness arrays a demigod’s being in you and an early draft in me. |
Matthew Cook holds an MFA from the Iowa Writers’ Workshop, where he was both a Maytag Fellow and an Alberta Kelly Fellow in poetry. He was awarded the Stewart Prize for his creative writing while earning his BA in Literature and Writing at the University of California, San Diego. Actually he lives in Eugene, Oregon where he is currently working on a chapbook. www.matthew-cook.org Read more... |